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Broken Wings

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I feel my heart It's breaking
Falling stiffly away
These ebony wings I fly on
Just tore from my back

I could feel their pain, and it was cold
An Ice covered mask
That seemed to fall away from me
To drift into the past

I couldn't help but feel it
A tension in my soul
The sense of chains that bind me now
A ruthless chilling cry

My heart it shattered, nye late that day
And my judgement became inpaired
As I knew that I had hurt someone
By the way I couldn't say no

It was a complicated verse
The pain that I have just dosed out
I knew that I was the fool of fools
When I got the these tear filled eyes

My soul it yearned to be right back
To fly among the clouds
But alas my Broken wings are bent
Far beyond my repair

I never expected to hurt this person
By the words that were painful to type
For I had not the curage to say outloud
That what I was doing just wasn't right

Nothing had cut me deeper
Than when it had first began
I knew that I had loved somone
And that person was out of reach

It seems I was blinder than the rest
When it came to this final verse
I couldn't bear the strain of words
When I knew that the fualt was mine

I cannot say sorry
I can never go back
My wings are torn with sorrow
Beyond what I knew, a mascarade to a large parade
One that I regret

I know that the person I love
Is someone far away
And that the person that I hurt
Will most likely not want me to stay

I accept my fate
and I lost a friend
It can never be the same
My wings are broken, these jumbled words
tumbling through my head
This is something I had to do to calm my nerves. I feel like I just tore someone apart and that it's all my fualt. It's hard when you don't know what to do even harder when the one really recieving the blow is yourself. I can understand alot that I learned today and I have somethings to fix. I just have a feeling that nothing will be quite the same.
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I'm sorry to hear this but you learn from your mistakes if it was your fault truly or not. I mean you cannot go on feeling at fault though so you need to learn how to forget yourself as others would forgive you or you would forgive others. The key to moving on is truly forgetting, but I know how it feels, when you feel nothing is going right after you make a mistake. When wrong after wrong hits you and you just want to cry or write, or both. Well ....

--"After every dark night there's a brighter day."