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It's not so far :AkuRoku: by jckandi, literature

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It's not so far :AkuRoku:

Come with me, It's not so far. The miles will end and we'll see the stars My heart's in your hands and I know it's for real Even if nonexistence isn't really a deal Go on forever with me, it's not so long But we know someday, that we'll all belong We're a family now and it's okay In this together, I hoped we could stay Fly with me, It's not so high From here on the ground, and right up to the sky For one moment please, just hear my words And know that's it's me, when the fate is in slurs Remember me, It's not so hard When your pictures fade, on your last birthday card If we're far away, at least you'll know And reme

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Through Grey Eyes by jckandi, literature

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Through Grey Eyes

Through Grey eyes I was shown the world From the very palm of your hand Through the world I found the warmth That I had never known Through the warmth I fall And this is the way my tears call Just like quicksilver leading to my demise Through Grey eyes I found love And through love I was ripped apart Through pain I felt sorrow That I had never felt Through Sorrow I found light within my heart shaped box With it's lid clamped tightly shut. Through Grey eyes there was truth As your crimson blood did flow Through Truth I found reality My amber cage was shattered From the shards, I found myself Through grey eyes your tears did

In the morning by jckandi, literature

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In the morning

I look in the mirror And what do I see? Someone else staring back at me Through the glass Is the puppet That is standing on my carpet On her legs Are blue jeans At the wall where she leans Her cracked lips A smile That make me shiver awhile I look in the mirror And what do I know That I am just a thing for show Within her eyes An amber glow With a tear that's always to slow The chestnut hair Brushed to perfection Her words need a crucial correction Heart in shambles She falls and stumbles While the world she knows just crumbles I look in the mirror And what do I see Myself staring right back at me.

Behind the Mask by jckandi, literature

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Behind the Mask

Behind the mask is where I lie In a hole thats cut deep inside A wounded pain, a shuddered mass I just smile as you pass I've built my happy little wall But what will happen if it should fall? I'll keep smiling and playing the fool So you'll think everything's cool So here I'll wait Disintegrate But I'll just laugh and bring good cheer Even if no one see's I'm here To spoil their happiness would be no fun Even If it is everyone So I've made this mask And All I'll ask Is that you forget I am even here

Through Blue Eyes by jckandi, literature

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Through Blue Eyes

Through Blue Eyes I saw the word Through them I met you The things you always said to me The things I can't undo Now the world has passed me by With things I never knew Memories passed and days elasped The crimes of all my crew Through blue eyes I saw the world Through them I saw the sun New adventures on every street Just standing near you hun! The spring was young as was I And you were always fun Yet now the days come and go And the moments tick on by While I sit here on my death bed Thus you wait for me to die

Life is Short by jckandi, literature

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Life is Short

Life is short, I know it is It's exactly what I think it is. I see your face, a mascarade. I'm aware the mistakes I made I let you go, but all to soon My heart it seems to go Kaboom! Maybe if I'd called, "Wait come back" My shatter heart would not be so wack I cry these tears, they're cold as Ice And I know I'm paying hefty a price I feel this hole, it's deep inside A thing that has eaten away my pride So here I am, It's said it's done And I hope that now we can become A thing of hope instead of pain To think that now I know I'm sane So take my hand, I'm waiting here To say hello to you my dear Knowing you'll take me there

You2you by jckandi, literature

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You2you

Golden Tears down porecelin skin. I'm tired can't you see. Of all the lies that you instilled. This pain inside of me. I told you that I loved you, every word I really meant. And even though you walked away Left me here to cry. I know I'm not the one whos hurt And you want to know why? You took my heart and broke it Shredded up my words to boot! You walked away to who knows where Thinking only of your fancy suit. And now the daylight starts to fade In truth it's you alone I have passed, moved on, i'm gone Yet your still standing there With my heart in your hands, my words in your head. Feeling nothing close to content You

Broken Wings by jckandi, literature

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Broken Wings

I feel my heart It's breaking Falling stiffly away These ebony wings I fly on Just tore from my back I could feel their pain, and it was cold An Ice covered mask That seemed to fall away from me To drift into the past I couldn't help but feel it A tension in my soul The sense of chains that bind me now A ruthless chilling cry My heart it shattered, nye late that day And my judgement became inpaired As I knew that I had hurt someone By the way I couldn't say no It was a complicated verse The pain that I have just dosed out I knew that I was the fool of fools When I got the these tear filled eyes My soul it yearned to be rig

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Current Residence: 2nd rated hell on earth
Favourite genre of music: Techno/rock
Favourite photographer: Katie
Favourite style of art: Comical
MP3 player of choice: Trio
Shell of choice: Red blacklight green
Wallpaper of choice: Anything
Skin of choice: Butterfly
Favourite cartoon character: Soubi from Loveless
Personal Quote: Those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind

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Me!

Favourite Movies

Corpse Bride

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Scooter, System of a Down, ATB, and hmm Lady Marmalade

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

In the groove

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heh heh my secret

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Art, music, anime, books, breakdancing, raving, self expression, wild poke wars, tasting rainbows

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jckandi

Apr 9, 2006

Important things

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"READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good come

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jckandi

Apr 9, 2006

Important things

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Jan 16, 2006

Drink and Die

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> >> > I went to a party, > >> > And remembered what you said. > >> > You told me not to drink, Mom > >> > So I had a Sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. M